Hello sanctuary dwellers! Have you felt it? The winds of change? The settling in of the new energies following the new moon? I have. In a BIG way. Following the eclipse my body felt like a millions shards of iron filings, all shimmying around inside trying to find space, a new home, a new arrangement, as if they'd never been here before and I don't think they had. New energies, new vibrations shaking the very ground beneath my feet. Messing with my mind, my heart uncertain, filling with fear. But this was all familiar. I've been here before and this time I was ready. I was able to recognise it for what it was. I welcomed it in, allowed the sensations to flow over my body. Breathed deep when the fear felt like it was going to engulf me in a wave of dread and this time I was grateful. Grateful because I knew it was time to change things up. Time to step up into the new vibrations, the higher dimension available to me now. It was time to step into my power, find my voice and speak my truth.
No longer was I going to keep quiet about what I believed for fear of being ridiculed. No longer was I going to teach the way I thought I ought to just to be liked. No longer was I going to swallow the words I'd been prompted to say because I was too scared to say them.
It's been a week of digging deep, finding my courage and opening my heart, not only to others in order to provide love and support, but to also to show my own vulnerability. To admit when I too need help. To admit that I'm scared at times. To say it out loud was liberating, to be listened to and still loved was overwhelming. To tell the world this is who I am now, this is what I am here to do, enabled me to lay the strongest foundations for my future I could ever imagine. I'm choosing my words carefully, living in the present tense, being who I dreamt I could be. I'm not saying it's not still scary at times and that the negative voice of the ego, trying to keep me safe, isn't occasionally whispering messages of self doubt in my ear but I know that's all it is, that part of me who fears change, who wonders what will happen if I really do become who I want to be and I do, I so do. So I say thank you, thank you for trying to keep me safe but it really is ok, you're ok. You've got this. Keep saying it, start shouting it, say it from the rooftops if you want to, for this is what you came here to do.
I came here to be of service. I am a wisdom keeper, a truth seeker, a light being, mystic and teacher. I want to help as many people as I can live their most authentic lives filled with joy, peace and love. I want to create community and harmony here on earth.
It feels empowering to say that. I feel empowered. I am creating my own story, choosing my own path,
starting with speaking my truth. What could you change by speaking your truth? What words have you swallowed down for fear of how they will be received? I invite you to dig deep and find the courage to say them out loud. Step into who you are meant to be. Live your beautiful, bright, courageous life, you deserve it.
Shining your light, guiding your way,